When Jesus heard his answer, he said, “There is still one thing you haven’t done. Sell all your possessions and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me.” But when the man heard this he became very sad, for he was very rich.
Luke 18:22-23, NLT
Before you panic this is not a blog where I am selling my possessions or asking you to do so. It about a crime, a sin, I am guilty of. I have been so busy and consumed with “things” I have lost a little of my focus on God and my Family. I haven’t done damage, but if I continue with the pace I am on I will.
There are many things in life I enjoy and school takes up a lot of time. In this I find that outside of school work I spend way to much time online. What am I doing? Well I check a few web sites often and get on Facebook way to much.
Last night I looked at my family and just felt pain that I could be talking to them more and playing with my kids more.
When it comes to my faith, I have found a few websites with cool Bible applications that I actually from time to time would just do my quiet time here online. The problem here, for me at least it that it took away from the intimacy of holding a Bible in my hand, praying, and being away from all distractions. In this I was putting the net before God. Hence the scripture above.
When you make an honest, and I do mean honest list of priorities where does God land? If he isn’t number 1 then you have a problem. I had to honestly assess that my time on the net and being consumed with other things was harming my walk. So I am going to step away for a while.
I have school work and I pay bills online, but that honestly doesn’t take that much time, so outside of that I’m stepping away for a while. As a Christian I want to have my focus, motives, and heart on the things of Jesus. I want to serve him without distraction. I want to hang with my family without having to check my blackberry every ten minutes to tweet that I am spending time with my family.
So with that I repent of my sin of idolatry and place my focus on Jesus my Lord.